Number one for me, too. Sometimes I wonder if I've manipulated myself out of being the fullest spectrum of who I am. That programming goes back beyond this lifetime, and I feel like it's a continual process of proving to myself it's safe, layer by layer, and along the way *I'll* actually be the one learning the most authentic expression of me.
100%. It's fascinating for me to witness what I say/do/express online vs. in-person, with the people I love and feel most safe being "me" with vs. in my own internal world vs. in deepest nooks and crannies of my subconscious that I might not even be fully conscious of, but have a feeeeeling of. WE IZ WEIRD. But I love it and I'm here for it...if only I could also reveal more of myself to others and even myself, layer by layer by layer.
Number one for me, too. Sometimes I wonder if I've manipulated myself out of being the fullest spectrum of who I am. That programming goes back beyond this lifetime, and I feel like it's a continual process of proving to myself it's safe, layer by layer, and along the way *I'll* actually be the one learning the most authentic expression of me.
Thank you for your words. As always.
100%. It's fascinating for me to witness what I say/do/express online vs. in-person, with the people I love and feel most safe being "me" with vs. in my own internal world vs. in deepest nooks and crannies of my subconscious that I might not even be fully conscious of, but have a feeeeeling of. WE IZ WEIRD. But I love it and I'm here for it...if only I could also reveal more of myself to others and even myself, layer by layer by layer.