The Alchemical Process of the Past Year
2022 tested me in ways I never knew I could be tested. And 2023 has been a wild ride I could've never predicted. Weirdly enough though, I see the magic in the mess and am excited for what's next.
2022 tested me in ways I never knew one could be tested. Motherhood was a portal that initiated me into wild clarity around who I am at the core me…and yet, at the same time, it has caused me to question everything I know about myself and who I am. There’s no doubt that I feel more solid in who I am and what I value more than ever, but I also feel so damn mercurial. I know that I am still in a deep phase of metamorphosis and even though I’m receiving glimpses of who I am and who I will be on the other side, so much of it feels murky, mysterious, and messy.
While I thought 2022 was hard (and fuck, it really was), 2023 has dished up some wiiiiild and unexpected shit. Even though I’m not a huge New Year devotee, I thought January 1 would usher in new energy. And if anything, things have only intensified and been scrambled even further.
On January 9th it will be 1 year since Aisy’s birth and what I consider my re-birth. So maaaaybe (hopefully…please?!) my official “new year” begins then and this is the final stretch of the deep alchemical process I’ve been through.
If we’re looking at alchemy as a guide, over the last couple of months of 2022 I was in the Putrefaction/Fermentation phase where my old self was dying away to make way for my truest self. I was able to see glimpses of what was possible and available to me but was mostly consumed by confusion, uncertainty, inexplicable sadness, frustration, and despair.
More recently, I’ve experienced the process of Distillation where “impurities” in my life, business, and relationship have surfaced and been revealed. And holy shit has this been confronting and resulted in ego death after ego death. But amidst it all, there’s also been an incredible amount of grace, humility, love, and sacredness.
I’ve moved through this time rooted in the soil of my True Self and have invited the magic of a “higher perspective” to see things through a lens I previously haven’t been able to access. The challenges and obstacles have felt immense, but my ability to trust, surrender, and invoke the truth of my highest self has allowed me to create a whole new blueprint for how I navigate life.
I feel like I am entering the final stage of Coagulation where all the messy, mushy, mercurial uncertainty is beginning to solidify. Where the seemingly haphazard fragments of self and life are (re)uniting to become a clear, distinct whole. A “whole” that is grounded in the pillars of integrity, reliability, honesty, pure truth, and unconditional love. Because what else matters and what else can exist if not founded upon these things?
I can feel the karmic shifts that have taken place and that have completely rearranged not only this life’s timeline but have also cast a potent spell of healing throughout past and future timelines. This in itself feels SO huge. Like wowow—the immensity of what’s transpired and will continue to unfold because of the events of 2023 so far have me sitting here in deep awe and gratitude.
I’m so proud of my ability to make epic magic from the chaos.
I honor my past self who made me so rooted in the self I am today (even and especially when things feel chaotic and unclear). And I’m celebrating my current self for paving the path of who I will become in the future.
I’m so excited about what’s ahead of me.
I know the best is yet to come and I am ready for it.
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